Im going to be honest, I havent been happy with most things for quite a while. There’s the usual suspects of daily life, being a wife and Mom, but when I really look at it, the truth is that Im not happy with myself first. Since I quit working a few years ago, Ive struggled to figure out how what I do matters outside of my home life. I was so lucky to find quilting and sewing 2 and a half years ago, its given me something productive to do and so many new friends who I love. But, theres still something else missing. Ive never been a very athletic person, Im one of those unhealthy people who hide it pretty well. Im tired a lot, get winded easily and dont like looking at myself in the mirror.
Ive become friends with some really great ladies who are into CrossFit and Ive been hearing how much they love it. The difference in one of my friends the short time she has been going is amazing. It finally clicked in me that this is what Ive been missing. So, tonite is my first class then Ill go to 2 weeks of fundamentals classes to work on form. Im excited and nervous and really hoping I wont die within the first 10 minutes. As a way of motivating myself and to see my progress, Im posting my before measurements.
Chest – 38″ Waist – 32″ Hips – 40
I love this quote, its keeping me moving forward: “When we are no longer able to change a situation – we are challenged to change ourselves.”
I think you are a beautiful person inside and out and truly one of my best friends. That stated, I totally get how you feel because I felt that way back in February and feel so much better today! BTW totally tempted to meas my chest and tell you if I have bigger boobs than you.
We have almost the exact same measurements (minus the waist because I don’t have one). I know it wasn’t easy for you to post your photos, especially when you feel crummy about yourself, but I think you look good – not just saying that. In the end, though, you have to ‘feel’ good too. So here’s to fresh starts and positive changes – Kick ass, Wackem!!!!